Dear God,
Please take me away quickly.
I cannot stand it anymore.
Please help me.
Sometimes I wish I'm a mute.
So I won't complain or be rude.
Sometimes I try to reason but it's useless.
She will still insist her own way.
Dear God, please hear my prayers and help me.
GX
My Song Mood
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
=)
Just wanna say a big thank you to all those who wished me happy birthday!
Really appreciate that.
About 2 hours more before it's over.
LOL.
Anyway, there are no celebrations this year.
You heard me right.
Actually, it's not that I don't wanna celebrate.
In fact, my close buddies asked me out.
But they all asked me out at the same time.
Just felt it's kinda unfair whoever I agree to.
LOL.
Sorry...
But really, thank you for the wishes. =)
I spent my birthday in church.
Haha.
It's fun.
I mean my church friends didn't celebrate with me (we ain't supposed to do that anyway).
So, it was quiet and peaceful.
At least I got a break from work.
November is always a busy month.
So just lemme list down the names who are celebrating their birthday this month.
3rd - Syikin
4th - Andrea
5th - Kelvin, Farhana
9th - Weiting, Samantha
11th - Aliyah
12th - Asilah
14th - Jiawei
24th - Minting
25th - Fizzah
26th - Helfizza
28th - Feldy
30th - Chew Siang
Sorry if I missed out anyone.
Well, that's all for now.
This week is a lil' easier to pass by now.
But I'm dreading this Friday 'cause it's my Finance meeting and I hate to take minutes.
LOL.
Really appreciate that.
About 2 hours more before it's over.
LOL.
Anyway, there are no celebrations this year.
You heard me right.
Actually, it's not that I don't wanna celebrate.
In fact, my close buddies asked me out.
But they all asked me out at the same time.
Just felt it's kinda unfair whoever I agree to.
LOL.
Sorry...
But really, thank you for the wishes. =)
I spent my birthday in church.
Haha.
It's fun.
I mean my church friends didn't celebrate with me (we ain't supposed to do that anyway).
So, it was quiet and peaceful.
At least I got a break from work.
November is always a busy month.
So just lemme list down the names who are celebrating their birthday this month.
3rd - Syikin
4th - Andrea
5th - Kelvin, Farhana
9th - Weiting, Samantha
11th - Aliyah
12th - Asilah
14th - Jiawei
24th - Minting
25th - Fizzah
26th - Helfizza
28th - Feldy
30th - Chew Siang
Sorry if I missed out anyone.
Well, that's all for now.
This week is a lil' easier to pass by now.
But I'm dreading this Friday 'cause it's my Finance meeting and I hate to take minutes.
LOL.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
...
Alright, I don't wanna talk about negative stuffs here... yet.
Weiting, thank you for inviting me to your 21st birthday party!
=)
Btw, that's a good place for chalet.
It's peaceful and beautiful.
Okay, so we missed the shuttle bus and had to wait for 40 minutes for the next bus.
But what to do?
If we were to walk on our own, we'll be lost!
And it was so late... and cold.
Scary!
What's the name of the resort again?
National Service Resort...
LOL.
Well, well...
Needless to say, there's all the yelling and screaming.
On my way home, I couldn't help it but just felt so frustrated.
I felt really bitter and angry that tears started welling up...
I just wished I could stay at the bus stop and cry my heart out.
I felt so miserable.
Like... why am I so f***ing useless?
Why didn't God just take my life away?
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back
Weiting, thank you for inviting me to your 21st birthday party!
=)
Btw, that's a good place for chalet.
It's peaceful and beautiful.
Okay, so we missed the shuttle bus and had to wait for 40 minutes for the next bus.
But what to do?
If we were to walk on our own, we'll be lost!
And it was so late... and cold.
Scary!
What's the name of the resort again?
National Service Resort...
LOL.
Well, well...
Needless to say, there's all the yelling and screaming.
On my way home, I couldn't help it but just felt so frustrated.
I felt really bitter and angry that tears started welling up...
I just wished I could stay at the bus stop and cry my heart out.
I felt so miserable.
Like... why am I so f***ing useless?
Why didn't God just take my life away?
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Ah...
Weekend is here!
Sometimes I kinda dread it.
But it'll be a longer weekend for me since I'm on leave this coming Monday.
I still have no plans yet.
Anyway, I'm off to Weiting's birthday party later.
Her colleagues will be there too.
LOL.
Oh yes, who's coming for the alumni dinner?
Please lemme know by tomorrow, okay?
The alumni dinner will be at:
Venue: CCKSS
Date: 20 November 2009, Friday
Time: 7pm to 9pm
The ticket price is at S$15 each.
If there are 10 people, we can form a table.
=)
So, please please... lemme know by tomorrow! =)
Ciao!
Sometimes I kinda dread it.
But it'll be a longer weekend for me since I'm on leave this coming Monday.
I still have no plans yet.
Anyway, I'm off to Weiting's birthday party later.
Her colleagues will be there too.
LOL.
Oh yes, who's coming for the alumni dinner?
Please lemme know by tomorrow, okay?
The alumni dinner will be at:
Venue: CCKSS
Date: 20 November 2009, Friday
Time: 7pm to 9pm
The ticket price is at S$15 each.
If there are 10 people, we can form a table.
=)
So, please please... lemme know by tomorrow! =)
Ciao!
Friday, October 30, 2009
2nd November...
Dunno why but when I think of this day, it brings tears to my eyes.
It's a mix of emotions.
Happy and sad at the same time.
Happy because people remember me.
Happy because somehow, on this day, I have the authority and the power to do what I want.
LOL.
Then, I feel sad because I don't really know what I want.
And I dunno why but when I think of this day, I just want to cry.
Not sure if it's because I'm touched or anything...
It's funny but somehow I'd rather be alone.
I swear that on this day, nothing good happens.
That's why I dread it.
I still don't have any plans yet.
Perhaps don't even intend to have any.
Though I don't like celebrating mine, I like to celebrate my friends' birthdays.
We hardly meet and the only thing I can do is to get a present for him/her.
So birthdays bring me heartaches?
LOL.
My colleague wished me happy birthday just now.
I almost cried.
I almost choked as there was a lump in my throat.
Guess I was touched and I really appreciated her for saying that.
Okay, shall end here now.
Going to ting's birthday celebration tomorrow!
It's a mix of emotions.
Happy and sad at the same time.
Happy because people remember me.
Happy because somehow, on this day, I have the authority and the power to do what I want.
LOL.
Then, I feel sad because I don't really know what I want.
And I dunno why but when I think of this day, I just want to cry.
Not sure if it's because I'm touched or anything...
It's funny but somehow I'd rather be alone.
I swear that on this day, nothing good happens.
That's why I dread it.
I still don't have any plans yet.
Perhaps don't even intend to have any.
Though I don't like celebrating mine, I like to celebrate my friends' birthdays.
We hardly meet and the only thing I can do is to get a present for him/her.
So birthdays bring me heartaches?
LOL.
My colleague wished me happy birthday just now.
I almost cried.
I almost choked as there was a lump in my throat.
Guess I was touched and I really appreciated her for saying that.
Okay, shall end here now.
Going to ting's birthday celebration tomorrow!
Monday, October 26, 2009
Love.
I saw Milk's hubby's photo.
I think the man with him in the photo is his mentor who had passed away.
Though they are of different races (I guess), I realized one thing.
Love truly transcends all boundaries, no matter the colour of your skin.
It is not about how we look for beauty fades with time but the little things that we do for our friend that will let them remember for the rest of their lives... then that's really beautiful.
Anyway, 1 more week to 22 years' of torture.
I think the man with him in the photo is his mentor who had passed away.
Though they are of different races (I guess), I realized one thing.
Love truly transcends all boundaries, no matter the colour of your skin.
It is not about how we look for beauty fades with time but the little things that we do for our friend that will let them remember for the rest of their lives... then that's really beautiful.
Anyway, 1 more week to 22 years' of torture.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Busy...
Happy 22nd birthday to both Nawirah and Shu Hua!
Hope you had an awesome day today.
Celebrated with Shu Hua and our clique at Sakura which is at Pioneer.
I guess I didn't eat a lot 'cause I had tea at 4 plus pm?
That's a waste, I know.
Haha.
Shu Hua... really sorry about it.
You know what I'm referring to.
Sorry... will try to make up for it, okay?
Man, I'm broke.
I really need money.
Money, money, money...
I want money!
So please gimme money!
*hint* *hint*
LOL.
Nobody really blogs these days, I realized.
Probably busy with work, school and other stuffs.
Before I end, I wanna share this quote with you.
And it really came at the right time.
'cause I'm sort of unhappy with my life right now.
And so, the quote is...
Do what you love. Love what you do.
Hope you had an awesome day today.
Celebrated with Shu Hua and our clique at Sakura which is at Pioneer.
I guess I didn't eat a lot 'cause I had tea at 4 plus pm?
That's a waste, I know.
Haha.
Shu Hua... really sorry about it.
You know what I'm referring to.
Sorry... will try to make up for it, okay?
Man, I'm broke.
I really need money.
Money, money, money...
I want money!
So please gimme money!
*hint* *hint*
LOL.
Nobody really blogs these days, I realized.
Probably busy with work, school and other stuffs.
Before I end, I wanna share this quote with you.
And it really came at the right time.
'cause I'm sort of unhappy with my life right now.
And so, the quote is...
Do what you love. Love what you do.
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